i nearly had the urge to tell someone that...

"every step i take is to bring me closer to u"

ala Zhang zhi-yi

Current Music : Namie Amuro - Can You Celebrate?

for some reason, currently your lovely starrywicked has to entertain some local datin n dato for their projects... revamping their toilets :|

but luckily they are hotel toilets la, so once in a while when go to see the hotels can still see naked couples making out in the corridor bcoz cant wait until go into the room ma, which is still entertaining so actually im not complaining here ok?

then today i ma as usual have to call datin to make appointment lo. of coz as usual also she made me waited for her in her office for more than 15 mins la, kan people is high class high society people where my time is never important to them? n as usual i cannot do anything but to wait there like an idiot n whenever she asks whether am i ok i have to act like im so ok n i wont fuck your mother's ass hole till it explode la right?

SO, after all the ordeals of negotiating with them n seeing the dingy unrenovated hotel toilets... datin suddenly asks me... WHAT IS YOUR NAME BY THE WAY?

so i have been calling n dealing with u for weeks n u still havent get my name.

nevermind, kan people is high class high society people? i just tell him again im FOOK H**, n u can blardy hell call me Chan.

"so can i call u by FOOK?"

WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WILL WANT TO CALL A PERSON BY HIS CHINESE MIDDLE NAME?

like, u can call Andy Lau Tak Wah by Tak Wah or Andy chai or Andy but u insist want to call him by TAK?

funny right?

then she insisted she cannot remember FOOK H**, "it is too hard to remember" says her. "i do remember your brother is FOOK M**, but FOOK H** is too much for me too remember"

so u r a high class ppl n u cant remember a simple 2 syllable name *take eyes out n roll on rollette*

"do u have an english name? i prefer calling people by english name"

n actually starrywicked cannot be called starrywicked on the street right? starrywicked is sort of my undercover identity right? of no choices left, i told her my english name which i seldom use.

"my english name is MARVIN, datin"

"SEE??? english name is so much easier to remember" screams datin.

2 syllable english name is so much easier to remember than a 2 syllable chinese name *take note n tiak on my wall*

n why MARVIN? i adopted this name since i was very young due to my favourite-est band FRENTE! has named their debut album MARVIN THE ALBUM.

the naming process is pretty straight forward right?

Current Music : Alicia Keys - You Don't Know My Name

Your Score: Niki/Jessica Sanders

You scored 33 Idealism, 62 Nonconformity, 25 Nerdiness

there was once when i was still young n i sort of formed a "band" with 2 of my best frens, alvin sim n yow sook han :p we havent even name our band yet n we're all seperated bcoz we have done with our studies here in kuantan. such a short lived band, ha ha. but we manage to come out with an original song, though.

n we have performed it in our form 6's graduation dinner along with 3 other songs. too bad during that era digital camera and utube are not even there yet so im afriad no clips can be put up here, what a shame. i remember i had a VHS to our performance though, ha ha, but it is no way to be found la of coz.

to pay tribute to our short lived "band" (im still not sure whether should i call it a band though, coz we're only playing for fun) im to put up the lyrics of the song that sookhan wrote... n of coz the wonderful melody was created by mr alvin sim himself.

me? oh i play tambourine n sing the song only lo :p im not as talented mah.

[Untitled] by Unnamed Band

Someday, You'll wish you're always eighteen and you'll reminise
The best thing you ever done
In the best time of your life

Last time, you tried to have everything you wish and want
But (then) you're not aware
It's easier said than done

There's only one thing that you ever want now
Photographed memories of your life
Traces that stay and always last like stars shine in the the sky
(and you'll be pleased and gratified)

We were lost, we were found, we were blessed and cursed
Joyful, sorrow, love and hatred
Are only some of the things that we shared
We'll walk (down the road) together
We run,
We were seperated

Once more, vivid memories will always be remembered...

hope sookhan will not mind at all for i put up the lyrics she wrote without asking her first, he he. n sadly, i actually cant remember how to sing some of the parts already :p sigh sigh sigh, old liao lo.

Current Music : [Untitled] - Unnamed Band

so a guy fren ask me earlier today

"would u do a guy if u r given a chance?"

what would be your answer?

if many tagged then i will reveal mine :p

Current Music : Too Chilled - Sexual (afterlife Mix)

*another long post, bewarned*

so, over the past weekend, i have been a really GOOD boy n worked the full 2 days. no choice, works are piling up... i dont want to get fired so have to OT kao kao.

n since the starrywicked has some slight improvement on his 3D skill... he actually uses Vray now n so it actually increases the rendering time of the work to be double or triple as long. all 3D ppl can tell that... when u r rendering your works... it means... FREEEEEDOOOOOMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!! u can go do your own stuff when the thing is rendering so actually the free-est time of the project is always the rendering period ;)) am i right or am i wrong, my fellow 3D artists??

n i actually took the efford to write 2 paragraph about rendering is bcoz i dont want my professional reputation to be spoiled if u continue reading this post.

so, while waiting for my stuff to be rendered. i have the sudden urge to go tidy up my book shelf. so i went n OMG i get to korek out so many stuff which i have totally forgotten that i have owned them!!!

for example, as some of u may know, im a comic enthusiast n i draw comics myself too... so u know last time when i was a kid i have no money to buy proper drawing tools so i settled down drawing using "tik-tak pencil" (if u know what i mean) n draw on my exercise books. n i found out that... i have so many books of those!! n i have so many "line" of comics (although most of them r un-ended stories) i was so surprise that i can actually think of so many different stories back then! same to some of my writings... erm... in case u dont know n i dont want to self-boost... i actually write novels in chinese, ha ha ha ha ha. but of coz nobody have seen them before la :p badly written n so no confident to show to anyone mah.

then i found many many funny stuff in my cupboard too... some newspaper cuttings which i dont even know why i cut n kept it for. some exam sheets... which made me think that i was so smart back then bcoz they dont mean a thing to me now. NOT A SLIGHTLIEST CLUE at all!! i just dont know what r those anymore, ha ha ha.

then i also found some old school magazine.. n i mean OLD. cant believe how everybody looked back then!! so out n old fashioned n geli :)) ha ha ha ha. no wonder ppl say flipping through old school mag is one way to cheer yourself up, heh.

going through all these... i really found i had a very happy childhood la, although i n ever get to involve in any sports activities, never go out on my own to play, never get to join other people to hangout aimlessly... i get to accumulate so many things in my cupboard!! ha ha. n those... i feel... is really priceless la... coz at least i get to look at them n laugh at myself being silly about soemthing...

i think i should just scan some of my older drawings n findings from my cupboard to share with u guys next time la, ha ha ha, abo sure most of u think i bullshit only :p

but i guess this kind of thing... usually will only be valuable to the owner in terms of appreciation, right? i bet everyone has this little place where they keep all their old stuff n once in a while will also dig out to have some nostalgic moments right?

im a happy boy since last weekend :D n i still havent finish discovering my treasures *heart*

Current Music : Paul Van De Geijn - The Treasure Which Cannot Be Stolen

sigh im THIS close to pay up to be a pro member of Flickr...

USD24.95 annually... means only +- RM7 per month wo... quite DAI right?

abo how im gona host all the starrywicked photos??? only phuket krabi alone i have already taken 800MBs of photos wo... if im not a pro member then can only upload 150MB per month wo

HORROR isnt it?

somemore stupid sh*tt*rfly hor... they auto resize your photos when u upload one *scream* then u ma cannot see starrywicked's face clearly lo? i so the pity my viewers lo. come in also want to see my face only ma, kena resized liao see what right?

so, base onm the abive reasons, although only 2, im to upgrade my flickr account to pro membership :p please stay tuned for the good news k?

Current Music : Beyonce - Upgrade U

ROCKS!!!

thanx for the 4 other bimbos who are mr1960s, TFI, monki and ms mcdreamy, i had a wonderful trip last week. we had fun bitching, ogling, snorkeling, swimming, flaunting the flabs, gaining weight n some of us even helped feed the fishes around Phi Phi island.

i dont know how to recap all the wonderful moments with u all bcoz im always short of vocab, plus my geng england i dont think im able to tell u all how nice the hunks n babes... ooops i mean the scenery there. so ... just go see the photos would be good enough la i think.

note that since y*hoo! Photos is shutting down... i have transferred all my old n new photos to my shutterfly account, pay there a visit if u want to see the 5 bimbos flaunting their flabs kay? also note that i will from now on uploading all my outing photos to my shutterfly acc instead of the yahoo!photos ok?

next, i plan to conquer Bali... anyone?

Current Music : Fantastic Plastic Machine - Paparuwa

YAY!!

after a month of hiatus from all the major shopping malls in KL, the starrywicked is finally having a chance to go shop KL down again!!!

basically im going for my phuket trip la :p the main point's not for shoping in KL. why bother doing local shoping while can do oversea shoping right?

ooops, too cocky there, my bad.

so... if u are unable to reach the lovely starrywicked within the next week, dont be serplise to learn the fact that he is berpartying with all the hunks n babes on the beach, or enjoying the sun tan under the payung on the sand ok?

NOTE, no souvenirs for anybody :p

Current Music : Monkey Majik - Change

recently i just can't stop smiling to myself, i just don't know why, although it is kinda silly but whenever i thought of that something i will just smile to myself.

part of it has to do with my upcoming Phuket - Krabi trip next week! so much anticipation!!! (hopefully) going to be enjoying the sun, the sea, the sand and the clean air there!!

just hope everything will be fine n all 5 of us can enjoy the trip as we planned :D

n that something which made me smile to myself... i think i found the person i should pour all my love to :) met her again today n got this urge to.. u know la, guy n girl thing :)

paiseh nia like making announcement here, ha ha ha.

but i think... being single for quite long already... OK in fact for my entire life already... i think it is time to ... u know, find someone...

shall not reveal so much :p we shall see

Current Music : Monkey Majik - Sora wa Maru de