"You know, tying a tie is just like love

at the beginning, you dont know what to do, you will get tangled

you won't know where to go into, where to get it out

and sometimes, you have to start all over again

and find another way

but as time goes by, you will know what is right

what is the right thing to do"

my love told me these last night

Current Music : Jamiroquai - Love Foolosophy

today when i was going out to pick my mom, i bumped into a fren n his wife, who is 8 months pregnant.

u know la, usually ppl will just go "WAH when will your baby be due?" and that was exactly what i did. the woman politely answered, "In october"

then i told her that having a october baby is good, why? bcoz most of the october babies will make it to be a libran. too bad if they become a Scorpio :p

n dont u know librans r well-known for being good-looking and artistic as Libra is ruled by the Planet Venus, the planet of love? he knows how to treat you (probably because he paid attention when his mother taught him manners). these are only a few out of many good things about a libran :p

read more at Libra:Understand Your Sun Sign and also What's Sexy about Libra Men to find out why u should love a libra man :p

u know, your lovely starrywicked was borned in October :p

Current Music : Dreams Come True - The Swinging Star

i have scanned some of my previous work to put up here, paiseh :p it's a 4 page comic which was published in school magazine in year... 1998 or 1999, ha ha. basically talk about pressure of studying during form 6 years. in the end one of my teacher actually ask me why i find studying so pressuring, ha ha ha.

it's comic, lighten up!

Current Music : Hanson - Yearbook

starting next wednesday.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

i so dont want it to happen but it will be happening... damn me damn him damn everyone.

n i think, the saddest truth about frenship is... when someone thought u r still treating them nicely, but actually, inside your heart u didnt even feel like wanna talk to them at all...

sigh, im such a mean person.

Current Music : Ella Fitzgerald - It Don't Mean a Thing

to be a high society person?

u know, for example, dat*k, d*tin, or any p*gawai?

remember the earlier post which i wrote about some datin who cant remember my chinese name n die die made me tell her my english name?

so, today she called.

"CAN I SPEAK TO FOOK H** PLEASE?"

i fainted. after all the hoo hahs now u tell me u can remember my chinese name?

Current Music : Frank Sinatra - the Lady is a Tramp

very long ago, while i was out with my frens camping in the woods...

we were very badly bitten by all the stupid mosquitos... n we cannot do anything except keep spraying insect repellent on ourselves.

n then i suddenly thought... the best way to revenge on those stupid mosquitos, is to...

SPRAY INSECT REPELLENT ON THEM!!!

so they will blardy have no frens for their entire life!

how cool is that, muahahahahahahahaa

Current Music : Garbage - Stupid Girl

come on starrywicked, get over it, ppl r not obliged to treat u nice all the time.

no matter how nice u treat other ppl, no matter how much u have always be there for someone, ppl are not realy obliged to treat u nice in return.

so, does it mean i have to stop treating ppl nice? dont give a fuck to ppl around when they have problems?

NO. HELL NO.

i cant change the way u wanna treat me, i also wont do that. same like i wont change myself just bcoz of u. im proud of myself being so full of love n u can continue being a mean bitch n let everybody hate u. i prefer living without having to care how to make myself look superior in public; or not giving a damn how u feel after i throw mean words to u. that is just not me.

i dont like to see ppl sad or angry by the words i said or the thing i did. i think before i do anything.

ooooo so sensual nia.

Current Music : Bjork - All Is Full of Love

just now while i was rendering my works, u know each frame gona take a while those kind of thing, i manage to chat a bit with my UK silai fren.

i have known this silai more than... 20 years liao la actually, since standard 1 wo. so we talk about basically everything also.

so while we were chating just now, silai suddenly ask me : do u actually have a target?

i was somehow dumbfounded... i dont.

i really dont have lo... maybe every year at 1st of january i will sort of set some new year resolution but then u know la, this kind of thing... very fast will forget one right? LOL

at the moment... im just trying to... focus on my work a bit since i think im still underperforming n it is just not good for the company in the long run. since love life n friendship also both not happening very well, so i guess only can focus on work la anyway, ha ha ha.

so, just keep living lo, what to do?

Current Music : M-Flo - Life is Beautiful

i had a nice dream last night. basically it was about me fetching my mom USING MY OWN CAR everywhere n we did many many things together.

just like normal days.

note that the keyword there is MY OWN CAR ok?

so i woke up this morning as usual remembering the whole story in the dream. n i had the gut feeling that i should go n buy my car's number plate. oh in case u dont know or u have forgotten, your deary starrywicked does buy toto, magnum n 1+3D n lottery *blush* who doesnt wanna be rich right? spend some money on 4 ekor might have some extra income ma.

so i went to BAO my car plate number... since it has 4 different number, so i spend rm24 to BAO the number. means if any of the 24 combinations of the 4 digits of my car plate "opened", then i will kena the number.

n u know what?! I REALLY KENA-ED MAGNUM AGAIN!!!!! actually i kena-ed a few times this year already, ha ha ha, proven a good year for Libran just like those taiwanese fortune-telling shows were saying, HAH!! 

with that rm200, i can... i can...

erm... what can i do with rm200 nowadays?

Current Music : Rachel Stevens - I Got the Money

i nearly had the urge to tell someone that...

"every step i take is to bring me closer to u"

ala Zhang zhi-yi

Current Music : Namie Amuro - Can You Celebrate?