FUCKING NEARLY KILLED A GIRL!!!

long story short, i was driving on a right lane of a double lane road... n there was this girl who was riding a bike on the left lane... as most of u can guess...when i was driving pass her...

she suddenly fell down n her bike fell towards my direction! *gasp*

PANNNNNNGGGGG!!! seriously, at that very moment..i thought i really have killed that girl. imagine my car running thru her head...

so i quickly stopped my car (thank god there're not many cars around or else i would have caused a serious jam) n rush to that girl. to my relief, she actually already got up and was standing there checking herself up.

i asked if she was all ok, n the chinese girl was actually quite polite n she keep on apologizing to me bcoz she fell on herself n caused trouble to me. it is indeed quite surprising bcoz i have already imagined her being all injured and crazy n might bitch slap me while blaming all the faults to me.

n the polite girl actually keep on asking me to leave bcoz she is ok n everything. but i stood there waited for her anyway, coz i want to see her leave first. given my history, i cannot let myself being so irresponsible to just leave an accident without knowing the condition of the involvers.

the girl assured me that her father is on the way n since she cant start the engine anyway, i should be leaving. i asked for her number n also asked if she wants my number n she declined both inquiry. in the end, another uncle came n they both asked me to leave.

luckily everything was ok in the end, im actually so shocked at that moment when it happened. u know, the feeling of u might have gotten someone killed by u? i dont get why ppl can just kill another living creature without feeling any guilt at all. to be honest, this accident gave me more impact than anything else bcoz u know my father left us in an accident.

i was actually wanting to get some comforting words at night when i try to talk to my frens online bcoz the shock is still in me. but sadly all my online friends are either too busy to listen or didnt really bother although i have told them so.

hmm... i think the next thing im getting is ppl thinking im being over dramatic lor. or maybe...maybe i think i really expect too much.

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