there are a lot of things which i WANT rahter than i NEED right now.

u know how ppl always tell u that we shouldnt spend money on the things we WANT instead of only spending on things that we NEED? so that we will be financially more stable n stuff?

BULLSHIT.

if i cant spend the money i earned with all my hardwork on the things regardless i WANT or I NEED, whats the point of earning them anyways?

so, im currently WANTING a new camera, a new phone, a new car, n of coz, as i have always said, i need a new life.

i want to TRY to learn something at night so that i wont be always working my butt off n then feel bad about myself being wasted all the wonderful nights.

by learning things, be it resuming my aikido lessons, or picking up some music instrumentals (which i have been DYING to learn), or maybe...resume learning my already rotten japanese language?

i dont know yet at the moment, but since that i am always a committed person *ahem* i wouldnt want to give up anything i learn halfway, so i will be considering throughoutly before making any reckless decision to plunge into some unlearned subjects.

having said that, i think i need to figure out my night schedule before finalising my decision, hah.

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