have u ever see something from the TV show or from the movie and u go :-
OMG, i just fucking act like him/her n that is not looking cool at all!!!!

yeah, recently i have been watching this super bimbo reality show on astro, and it is all about 3 girls struggling in Marie Claire magazine office starting off as interns. n u know internship can be a whole lot of hell IF u r not acting right or performing as u should.

so, the 3 girls are basically separated in 2 groups, 1 group consists of 2 bitchy girls who basically whine about anything and get jealous at the 1 remaining girl no matter what she does, or what she gets to do. Talisha and Ashley of coz are the bitchy girls who thought they are too good to always get those tiny little jobs which they think any tom dick or harry can handle. while on the other hand, Samantha are always getting bigger jobs and very naturally, she is the target to be jealous at.

the thing is, the 2 whiny girls can actually suck it up and enjoy every moment of the job given becoz the job isnt really THAT sucky at times. while on the other hand, Samantha are doing better just becoz she knows that the nature of internship IS sometimes to do sucky tasks given by your superiors.

n actually what we dont realize is, the thing that appear to be SO BIG DEAL at the moment could be just a easy breezy moment after wards when u think back. then u start to feel silly and then realize how bad u sucked.

that is definately NOT looking good at all.

while watching that show, i seriously notice that how much i have whined when something happened not going the way i wanted it to, just like what im seeing from the show;complaints after complaints being thrown in everyday in life, its almost like watching myself on the TV screen!!

that is SO SO SO not cool.

i guess, maybe i have to start focusing on the positive side on life? when some big fat bald client scolding, i should be feeling sorry for him bcoz he cant control his temper rather than feeling bad of myself? or i should smile when my staff screwed some big job and ask them to perform better next time instead of scolding them?

WAIT, maybe i should just concentrate on trying to think of the bright side more when dealing with "situations" happening everyday.

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